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47. [Saturday
09/22/07
11:09PM]
[ mood | drained ]

So I've had a rough couple of past days... some particular reasons, some not-so-particular, but everything has just been compouding. Argh.

I feel better now. I love my boyfriend. The end.

Homecoming @ DC/alumni band was amazing. Went to Panera with Elle and Mom and Robby. Didn't get a lot of time with them though because of stupid freaking work.

Mehhhhhh. And there are stupid bitches causing me drama. Aka the angry ex kind of thing. It's pretty special.

Yeah. I need to sleep. Hardcore. SLEEP.

JUST ONE WISH.

CCCLXXI. [Tuesday
07/03/07
2:11AM]
[ mood | sad ]

I really thought there was something there.

I guess I was wrong.

This really hurts. He really hurt me. This isn't just an oh damn, I guess it's not gonna work, I should back out kind of thing like I went through all year. No. This was like, full on, I really like you, I'm falling for you faster than I can stop myself, kind of like.

It really hurts to get rejected. And the way he's doing it is the most slow, painful, cruel way you could let someone off. He's just plain not doing anything. Not even saying anything. He just left me to slowly realize it.

I constantly feel like I got stabbed in the heart, forgive the cliche. I just always feel sick. I always don't feel like eating, or feel too much like eating. I always feel like crying. I go anywhere where there are people and I feel like clobbering all of them, but if I'm by myself I want to call everyone I can think of just so I won't be alone.

I want to hug him and I want to punch him. I want to kiss him again but I want to castrate him before I can even feel the effects of us kissing, if you know what I mean.

I just feel crazy and I hate feeling like this over a stupid dumb fucking boy.

CAME TRUE(4)JUST ONE WISH.

Text 8 [Tuesday
06/26/07
9:45PM]
so im probably about the biggest skank in dtp right now. Is it bad that im lovin it?
CAME TRUE(4)JUST ONE WISH.

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